Hi. It's me again.

Well. eventful couple of weeks. I worked my first Saturday and was on call for the first time at this job. I ended up having 4 call-outs. So it wasn't too bad. Of course, one call was during date night with "T".  But I guess that is part of the job.

I also had an appointment with my doctor. We talked about my wanting to go on testosterone. He admitted he knows nothing about the hormone therapy I want. He did seem a little surprised at the research I had done into transitioning.  He promised me to look into it and get back to me. Tuesday with be 2 weeks since I have seen him so I will call and find out of he has anymore information.  Through my wonderful friends, (you know who you are!) I was given some information and links that I gave my doctor. I also found out there were 2 doctors in town that do hormone therapy. I have no idea who they are but I also forwarded that info to my doctor. So hopefully things will start moving soon.

I also went to see my shrink this past week. It went better then I thought. It felt more like a conversation then me just talking about stuff. I felt I had more feedback this time. we talked about the "break up with "Miss W". and my plans to transition. She asked me a lot of questions. Which is good. We talked about surgery. Both top and bottom. Top being removing my breasts and bottom being getting a penis. I have thought a lot about both. As much as I would like one, I know getting a penis is something not possible. Not to have a functioning one anyway. Better off to keep what I have. Top surgery though. Lots of thoughts on that. Basically, I haven't made up my mind yet. I am willing but I'm not sure if it's necessary right now. I just want to start on the shots and see where I am later.

I think Dr. J was impressed with what I knew and what I had researched so far. And that I was able to articulate myself and my feelings on this. Lord knows I have spent a lot of time thinking about it and talking about it to various friends. I'm just glad that this appointment went well. I don't have to try and break in a new shrink.

I was texting with Birdman and Mrs.Birdman the other day. I guess the plan is to rent tuxes now. I smile every time I think about it. I am so excited!! With the weight I have lost so far, I think I will look hot in a tux.  I have to send my measurements to Mrs. B by the end of February. But, hopefully by the time the wedding rolls around, I will have lost a few more pounds.  So excited!!

I know there was a lot more rolling around in my head today. But it seems to be gone now. Like it dribbled out the back or something.  If  I think of more things, I'll be sure to come back and let you know.

Rumour has it, she's the one I'm leaving you for

Dustin